AinaMardhiya

Year passed, Year come

2012-01-01T08:54:00.000+08:00

Salam

Last year, tak sempat nak post apa-apa , malam tadi internet tersangat yang sesak, bila buka fb pagi ni, 39 notifications, ya Allah, ape benda ntah banyak sangat berlaku dekat fb malam tadi.

Yelah di samping cerita Amir yang dah selamat kahwin dengan Siraj, of course la juga cerita tahun baru, belambak-lambak post happy new year dekat home saya.

Perasaan masuk tahun baru? Hmm, buat masa sekarang saya tengah taip post ni,, saya terasa sedikit tiada perasaan yang teroverload untuk masuk tahun baru ini, entah kenapa. Semua orang seronok2 masuk tahun baru, bagi saya perasaan sama sahaja. Ok, ade la kan yang cakap ape ke poyo sangat saya ni? Tapi, memang saya nak rasa macam tu. Tapi tak tahu la kalau 2 minit lepas saya tekan publish post ni tiba-tiba terasa nak terlompat2 seronok masuk tahun baru, yang tu tak tahula kan...

Tapi, apepun kita semua nak happy kan, so, dah2, *perbetul kedudukan*

Selamat Masuk Ke Tahun 2012 semorang !^,~

Ape yang saya nak ingat masa tahun 2011?

Hm, yang penting2 saya ingat nak simpan sendiri sahaja. Lagipun, itu baru betul bukti kita ingat sungguh2, bagi saya lah~ kalau saya taip nanti, saya lupa pastu saya cari balik dekat sini, taknak2, itu tak buktikan saya sentiasa akan ingat detik2 tersebut, sebab saya tahu saya ada simpan, jadi saya berani nak lupakan...taknak2 macam tu okay aina.

Cuma satu ja saya nak bubuh dekat sini tarikhnya, sebab pada tarikh ini, berlaku sesuatu yang amat penting dalam hidup saya. Macam pernah saya tulis dekat fb,

Peraturan Allah tentang persoalan-persoalan hidup itu indah sekali ^^

dan saya amat mengharapkan yang terbaik..insyaAllah..

jom kita doa2 sama okay untuk yang terbaik buat diri kita.

dan tarikh berlaku peristiwa itu :

❤ 26.12.2011 ❤

Oh, tahun ini juga umur saya meningkat lagi.

Ke umur yang orang kata peralihan alam umur. Hmm...

Semoga Tahun ini ada kebaikannya untuk kita kutip2 buat bekalan untuk kehidupan yang kekal abadi di sana nanti :)

.Amin.

Don't read this if you don't want to.

2011-12-27T12:26:00.001+08:00

Seriously.

If you feel it's funny, it isn't.

If you feel it's enjoying, it isn't.

So, just ~~shut up~~ watch your mouth.

Just go do the thing you wanna do, don't let me into it.

Don't force me, don't ever force me to decide on you.

I'm just ssoooooo don't know , okay!

You should have known. You don't need to ask anymore.

Don't bother troubling yourself and then regretting it later, I don't ask for that okay!

Astaghfirullah.

:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

Be patient Aina, please !

p/s : How can just one thing ruined my day? See, not everyday you get the same moment.

# Taqwa

2011-12-26T13:41:00.002+08:00

Salam

Wordless Friday ;)

2011-12-16T09:35:00.000+08:00

Salam

Fb source

Hoho, most of the time it's true till some people fight for the wrong things XD

Soalnya Siapa yg Tahu?

2011-12-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

Salam

Moga Allah merahmati kita, dia dan mereka semua.

Fikirannya terlalu susah untuk dia tidak memikirkan, dia teringat satu firman Allah dalam al-Quran, maksudnya yg dapat dia fahami,

"Kadangkala kita rasa perkara itu baik untuk diri kita sedangkan ia buruk buat diri kita, dan kadangkala kta rasa perkara itu buruk untuk diri kita, sedangkan ia yang terbaik buat diri kita."

Konteks kefahaman ayat ini meluas. InshaALLAH, mudah-mudahan dia faham dengan kefahaman yang bersamaan dengan jalan yang lurus.

Hatinya runsing, hatinya gelisah, hatinya sedih, hatinya risau, takut seandainya dia x dapat membawa dirinya ke arah yang sebenarnya. Hari demi hari, dia melihat satu demi satu mereka yang lain kian terlepas.Dia juga takut, dia tahu dirinya tidak sempurna, dia berdoa dalam diam semoga ALLAH menetapkan hatinya dan memberi hidayahNya yang sungguh bernilai itu kepada dia dan mereka semua itu.

Sungguh dia tak dapat faham , apa yang sudah berlaku? Memang ada juga salahnya kerana katanya dia terlalu leka dengan kenikmatan dunianya sendiri, rutin yang sama setiap hari, kadangkala dia rasa dirinya lalai, dia leka, dia terlupa mengingatkan dirinya, anggapnya mungkin ini balasan terhadap semua perbuatannya, dia tak mahu menunding jari ke arah siapa-siapa.

"Apakah ini mungkin petunjuk dari-Nya?" Soalnya.

" Ya ALLAH, moga Kau peliharalah kami semua. kami menyayangi dirinya , kami x mahu dia terhanyut dalam buaian mimpi indah yang kami takut tak dapat dia menerimanya andai apa-apa berlaku pada mimpi itu. Jika benar itu yang terbaik buat dirinya, maka Kau satukanlah ya ALLAH, jauhkanlah kami dari maksiat yang hina. Moga-moga dia mendapat peneman yang terbaik buat dirinya, yang dapat menjadi peneman setia, pembimbing ke arah jalan yang Engkau redhai. Aku yakin Kau mempunyai rencanaMu dan ianya terbaik buat kami. Tetapi jika bukan itu jodoh sebenar buat dirinya, maka Kau tunjukkanlah ya ALLAH. "

Hormati Pemerintah

2011-12-13T15:26:00.001+08:00

Salam

Merafak Sembah Setinggi-tinggi Tahniah

Kebawah DYMM Al- Sultan AlMu'tasimu Billahi Muhibbuddin Tuanku AlHaj Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah Ibni Almarhum Sultan Badlishah

sebagai Seri Paduka Baginda Yang di- Pertuan Agong ke -14

dan

Kebawah DYMM Tuanku Sultanah Hajah Haminah

sebagai Seri Paduka Baginda Raja Permaisuri Agong

Semoga Allah melanjutkan usia Tuanku dan merahmati Tuanku menjadi YDPA buat kali kedua dalam hayat Tuanku serta mendoakan agar Tuanku dapat membawa suatu lonjakan baru buat Malaysia khususnya negeri Tuanku, Kedah. :)

Daulat Tuanku.

Dari : anak kelahiran negeri Kedah ^^

p/s : Teringat masa Tuanku berdua berkenan datang ke sekolah dulu, masa tu Tuanku berkenan hendak menyampaikan hadiah waktu hari kecemerlangan, mase tu, Tuanku Haminah berkenan hendak menyampaikan, itulah kali pertama bertemu dengan Tuanku dihadapan mata kepala sendiri, dan Tuanku amat mesra sekali dengan senyuman. :)

Menjunjung Kasih Tuanku. :)

Words to be scroll

2011-12-11T11:18:00.000+08:00

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't gave you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold it back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded.
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember, you say.
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies,
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in summer haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded.
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say.
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say.
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me,I beg, I remember, you say.
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead",
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yay yeah.

Nothing weird, peace. ^,^v ~!!!
Just a song.

Words to be written

2011-12-11T09:53:00.004+08:00

Salam

#1

~✿ Alihkan matamu ke laut, airnya cantik membiru dan penuh dengan KETENANGAN, tetapi hanya ALLAH SWT sahaja TAHU RAHSIA di dalamnya, begitulah dengan kehidupan manusia, riang ketawa... tetapi hanya ALLAH SWT yang tahu rahsia kehidupannya, jika kau kecewa, maka pandanglah sungai...airnya tetap mengalir biarpun berjuta batu menghalang, jika kau merasa sedih, maka pandanglah ke langit, kau akan SEDAR bahawa ALLAH SWT SENTIASA BERSAMAMU ✿~

Jenis

2011-12-07T12:18:00.001+08:00

Salam

I feel want to write in Bahasa Malaysia, atau bahasa saya bercakap.

Selamat Tengahari Semua! (gaya nak macam pembaca berita)

Pagi ini, bila saya buka twitter, facebook, blog, macam-macam link blog saya jumpa. Macam-macam jenis blog saya pergi, saya baca, saya tengok penulisannya, saya tengok gaya blognya, saya tengok followernya, saya tengok tu dan saya tengok ini. Eh, banyak pulak saya buat, sebab saya jenis kalau buka internet saya buka tab atas tu banyak-banyak sekali, jadi saya dapat buat kerja banyak sekaligus tanpa membazirkan bandwidth broadband yang dah memang sikit ini.

Bila saya baca semua blog ini, macam-macam fikiran keluar, saya tidak mahu kata banyak sebab blog saya ini pun tidak adalah sehebat mana, follower pun sikit kalau nak dibanding dengan kawan saya lagi seorang tu tapi saya tak kisah pun, sebab saya rasa bila saya buat blog ni tiga tahun dulu saya tak ada pula terfikir, yes, buat blog then cari follower , tak tak, saya bersyukur dah dengan follower yang ada sekarang ini, sebab diorang sudi nak follow, terima kasih banyak-banyak. Jenis saya, kalau saya pergi ke satu2 blog tu, then gerak hati terasa macam blog dia ni ada faedahnya kalau saya nak baca buat pengisi masa-masa tertentu, straightnya saya akan tekan follow that blog.

Tapi, bila sampai kadang-kadang dekat sesetengah blog ni, saya sedih, sebab tak salah kalau dia nak menyatakan ketidakpuasan hatinya, tapi janganla sampai menggunakan bahasa-bahasa yang tidak elok. Lagi-lagi kalau dia orang Islam, ada benda dia rasa dia tak puas hati dan seterusnya mengatakan itu dan ini. Ada jenis sarkastik habis.

Benda yang diperkatakan itu memang ada unsur untuk diperdebatkan tapi tak boleh ke kalau tak guna ayat pelik2. Ini pendapat saya sahaja. Kalau salah, tunjukkan, saya boleh ubah, kita bincang bersama-sama, saya bukan nak cari gaduh, sama macam awak, saya pun ada pendapat saya nak tulis, betul tak?

Kadang-kadang saya terfikir, katakanlah suatu hari, nyawa kita diambil, last post kita, kita tulis itu dan ini dan guna bahasa yang jenis itu, macammana ya? Bila orang baca, setiap satu ayat dia baca, walhal kita dah tiada di bumi ini....Hmm...

Marila ea kita renung-renungkan bersama...

Peace For All !!! >.<

Pink-Maniac

2011-11-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

Salam

Done with the background, kind of satisfied! So, what's up with the title eh? Hurm, actually I'm not the kind of pink-maniac person. Like everything must be in pink. From toothbrush to all thing, everything must be in pink! Err....not dude, not at all. Maybe some time I have thing in pink, but not like some others that everything is like PINK!

It's just another colour that I feel it is beautiful. and easy to look at. :D

Macam ni lawa? Haha.

Tomorrow

2011-11-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Salam

Tomorrow is SPM right? Well,

No other wishes than all the best for who is taking it!

ALL THE BEST!

Where's the wrong?

2011-11-13T18:21:00.001+08:00

Salam

Those who may not find this post interesting, please, with all respect, proceed to your close button.

This post is maybe temporary.

I'm very very very weird with your style. When I text you, you replied with those conversation cutter. When I called you, you talk as if with a government worker. When in front of me, no words is coming out unless I force you to talk. When you talked about something, and I unpurposely didn't hear anything , (as you were murmuring, mumbling or so whatever you can call it), then suddenly you said, 'nothing.' you know, and I was like ..................@#$!%$ !!!

It's weird okay. Very very the weird.

and you would asked me then,

"What's wrong?"

I tell you.

THIS IS THE WRONG. This crap that are we talking about.

Why don't you just tell me, you didn't want to talk to me. It's easy aite?

What are you afraid of? We didn't do nothing wrong. Is there anything wrong? Tell me.

I'm not an invisible person. Why are you afraid of people around you? We are not spies that we have to talk like whispering or talking in a code.

Talk with me . Not answer me. Please reduce the Okay, Yup. and the silence along the way.....

and changing the topics when I'm still talking about it. Are you bored talking with me? If yes, then why bother call me?

I should stop by now. Cool off for a moment. Hurgh.

Better be something

2011-11-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

Salam

Somebody I know said to me, someone said to her that there is no such things like coincidence, everything is fated.

I know, I still remember all the things that have been thought to me. I understand on the trustworthiness given to me. I'm prepared for everything as long as it is not against my belief. Sometimes, I feel the weirdness in my head, but I tend to let it go, not making my head more miserable as it can be.

But, the story aroused the interest in me, in another chapter in my life. A new chapter, a new book or could I say a new file? I need to store, keep it nice and safely in my computer(head). Everyday a new things, a new incident, the storyline is getting interest. Many assumptions were made, sometimes, you wont even know the truth of those assumptions. It's easy to said, not easy to hold, that's why patience is thought.

Eventhough, sometimes, the same thing will happen to you, but, I'm sure, the second story has been a lot more interesting, does it? I don't mind, seriously, in fact, I want to hear to. It's not that I'm making any experiments or so whatever, I'm just observing, and you, you are making the story very interesting.

Do the person really acting in that way, or just acting in that way? I don't know, I can't answer, I didn't really know the person. You know better. You decide it.

Well, let's hope for the best, shall we?

I found this post in my draft section, just need to post it. I don't really know what was I talking back then. Sorry for wasting your time reading this.

Random

2011-11-10T08:36:00.000+08:00

#Random 1

Oh My

2011-11-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

Salam

Should I say good morning? It's 12:12 a.m already. Yup, I should say good morning! Lately I can't sleep early. Before this, during my early sem oday, I used to sleep like 10.30 or at least before 12.00, but now, it is hard for me to sleep early. I don't know what's wrong with me, or him, or her, or we, or they, or us.

Ya, I know I might sound pathetic or sad or whatever you can called me after this, but I just have to write it here okay, come on, give me a chance to spill my words, my thoughts, my emotions sometimes. I'm not a good talker, nor a good writer, but just I have to write it somewhere.

Erm, how do I say this? My last post, I do write about how I regret my misunderstood with the person I loved. Stilll, our relation did not growing very well lately. Eventually, we discussed and finally, we've come to the agreement that we should start all over again. Maybe some misunderstanding should not be considered, as well as in any relationship, whether it is friendship or whatever it is, we should at least talk and consider other's opinion, and learn to respect each other in the way they like it.

My father is not very well this couple of weeks, he coughed so hard that he hurts his stomach. He lost his appetite and as her only daughter, I am very very worried and sad seeing my daddy like that. I tried helping but I don't know whether my help is enough for him or not. I hope it is enough for him. His body becomes hot sometimes and his face turns red, I thought that could be because of his temp, he become thinner a little bit, as his digestion is not very well sometimes. I really want my daddy to be well enough, seeing him eating much , and doing his favourite work, gardening in front of our house. Get well soon abah!

See my abi here? He is my cute handsome Mr. Jamil Yahaya, I love you so much abi! ;)
He is very sporting in this picture, hoho. :)

My Aidiladha story? Um, I have no moods of writing it now, will updates about it soon. But, the thing that sure is sad, that my dad's "lembu korban" fell into a hole after being slaughtered and it even didn't died yet, poor for him :(

Tomorrow, my brothers is returning to their place, and I would be left with my parents here. Hm. No comment further.

Dear heart, please be strong, I'm sure that person has explanations or reasons for what the person is doing right now. :(

I'm sure you are strong enough.

"# Hmm...I know u are a strong girl a**h, maybe u need to just forget for a moment, let times heals everything :) " -her words, thank you love ❤

my dear heart

2011-11-03T07:49:00.000+08:00

Salam

Good morning to all. I've been searching idea about what I'm going to write for long. Well, all this misunderstand things keep bothering me. I know it's usual for two people who loved each other for Allah must have their ups and downs situations.

I do have now, and adding the pain which is it is with my best friend, dear sister the one I loved the most. My sister, my friend whom I respect and I can share everything with her. Usually I don't like to post this kind of cheesy-lame post but when have to think and nobody to share about. I become disturbed.

Seriously, I don't like to have argument with her. It hurts. I hate of hearing she cried. I hate she's been hurt by me. I hate when everything is not going well.

If she denied it, I still know it's my fault. I feel guilty too much. See how misery I become. :'(

I just want to say I'm sorry then.

I miss you. So much.

What has been happening?

2011-10-17T09:16:00.000+08:00

Salam!

Hey Fellas!

It's been too too long that I've never updated this blog of mine. Not a single words even a short reply at the shoutbox next ---->.

(sorry fellas for those who's been very kind of writing those comments there, I appreciate that)

To write is to need a great idea, and to get great the idea is like, for everyday, err.. it's not my skill. Well, the problem is I'm not the kind of person who's easily spill it all out. I've been preparing for my Malaysian University English Test. I've a great feeling of nervous for this test. I mean, come on people, who's doesn't? To be nervous as such those things. That's mean you're normal then.

From my last post until this current ~~hot~~ post, I've lots of things happening around me. From the happiest one, till the saddest ones. From all those laughters, to all those tears. But that's just how life happens. That's just how life rules. For all the things that I've never thought of coming into my life, and how much it is happening right now, I appreciate the things. Thanks Allah ;)

I don't think there's people reading this blog anymore. Many would thought that it had been abandoned, my fault. I've busy tweet-ing and facebook-ing, that those webs always reduce my idea of writing in a long way. Especially for twitter, when you're thinking of saying something, but then in the most simplest way that you could tell so that you won't exceed the limit of words given. That's just how easily the idea being taken. Huhu.

I really want to make this blog updated, for like, everyday. The thing is, what should I be telling then? Hmm..

I'm going to my college tomorrow, as I've been volunteering myself to be one of the committees for the sport programmes. Ten days. Which makes me of not forgetting to tell you that I will be seating for my speaking test tomorrow. :) Wish me the best please! I appreciate that! ^_^

Until now, ta-ta

Salam.

Should I reconsider of renovating my blog? Hmm...

3 months of silence, hehehe

2011-08-12T11:46:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Hard to believe this, but it's been three months my blog been ~~dead~~ silence. And I was forced by my several friends to keep updating this blog, and I was like " Oh...malaslah", because I know once I started, it would be hard for me to stop posting post. -.-'

Many things had happened while my silence moment. When I said many, I MEAN it. There are so many to tell, but if I start to write about them, it would take at least two days and a long, full scroll down mouse to bottom page post. (seriously, I wasn't sure what I'm talking about) Haha.

Eh, dahlah cakap omputih, dah dah.

Saya kagum dengan kawan saya dua orang ini, boleh katakan setiap hari ada sahaja benda yang hendak dipost oleh mereka. Banyak betul idea diorang ini. Nak tengok blog diorang, meh saya bawa anda pergi

Sini dan Situ (hehe, saje nak promot diorang ni)

Eh, boleh tak eyna nak stop dekat sini, penat lah nak taip. Haha, nanti eyna sambung lagi cerita2 dengan korang2. :)

Kbai. Hehe

Salam.

Some ....

I found you coincidently when I coincidently was checking another user with another profile.

And coincidently you are one of my friend's friend who I know recently and both of you used to live in the same place or should I say the same environment for quite several years. Which for me is a great thing because through your story, maybe there are details or anything relevant that I should know about my friend.

But.......................

You started your blog couple years ago, and every month, you post for not less than 10 posts (maybe one or two month which had a smaller number of post),referring to your archives, and each of your post title had very strong word that is hard for me to skip on. I was like, I must read this, this and this, and it turn out to be, I must read all your posts. But never mind, I like your blog. And I don't mind spending some time reading , or you just don't like me to read it?

Hey, I'm not stalker okayy...

2011-05-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

Siapa Cik Rue didalam shoutbox sebelah >>>>>?

Maaf, saya mungkin terlupa huhu :)

At One Point...

2011-05-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

Pernah tak anda mengalami suatu keadaan di mana seseorang yang amat anda sayangi sedang mengalami kesusahan yang teramat sangat, dan anda seperti tidak dapat melakukan apa-apa untuknya?

Bukan sebab kekurangan-kekurangan tertentu misal seperti sebab tipikal, iaitulah wang, masa, jarak dan sebagainya. Tapi, boleh dikatakan ini tidaklah mempunyai sebab yang sepatutnya. (Maafkan jika ayat saya mungkin berbelit)

Dan ia mungkin boleh menjadi teruk lagi jika sekiranya orang itu adalah orang yang amat penting bagi diri anda.

dan juga sekiranya pada waktu itu, jika anda sedang mencari seseorang untuk diluahkan, atau sekadar berbual, atau mungkin juga untuk bertanyakan pendapat, seolah-olah semuanya hilang dari pandangan. Seolah-olah anda hanya tinggal keseorangan.

Mungkin terlalu memilih kata orang, tapi, adalah lebih eloknya jika kita tidak bercerita jika sekadar pendengar seperti orang yang terlalu fokus pada tujuannya iaitu mendengar. Setelah anda ceritakan segala-galanya, perkataan yang anda akan terima mungkin hanya seperti ok. Di saat-saat anda mungkin sangat2 memerlukan sokongan.

Terlalu demand? Suka hati anda lah tentang apa yang anda hendak perkatakan. Kerana mulut manusia itu tidak dapat dikunci dan tidak dapat diarah dengan sewenang-wenangnya.

Pokok pangkalnya, ramai yang berkata, pandailah memilih, berfikir, merenungi, jika benar-benar mahu hidup di atas muka bumi ini. Manusia diuji dengan pelbagai sebab, tak bolehlah kalau kita hendak ikutkan cara kita sahaja. Ya, saya setuju, memang betul tu.

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya”

– al-Baqarah : 286.

Jikalau kau berasa kau bersendirian, ketahuilah bahawa kau tidak bersendirian…

Masih ada yang sentiasa mendengar keluh kesahmu…

Janganlah dikau takut dan bersedih hati, kerana DIA sentiasa bersamamu…

“Dan mohonlah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan solat. Dan (solat) itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang yang khusuk”
– al-Baqarah : 45

maaf jika ada yang terasa.

Takde Ape2

2011-05-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sekadar nak biar blog ini aktif, setelah beberapa lama tidak aktif.

Maaflah.

Selepas ni, banyak akan muncul insyaAllah.

Jangan muak pula. :)

Susah

2011-04-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

Itulah susahnya kalau kita terlalu mengharap

Berpijaklah di bumi yang nyata

2011-04-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

300 KM ++

Be realistic

2011-04-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

I missed my sister.

Eh, you know what?

I don't have a sister

I just hope I get one

Crashing

2011-04-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Salam,

I've written two posts earlier and I seem to be unable to continuing (is the spelling correct?) it.

The ideas is crashing, pixelating, flying, spreading to I dont know where.

Come on....

Where are the ideas have been???

Some story, great Values

2011-04-13T18:11:00.001+08:00

Salam,

How are everyone? Do all of you are doing well? I hope we all are doing best with our lives.

Recently, Alhamdulillah I've done with a project of my own, and had passed it to the person who deserves it. ;)

This beautiful evening again amazed me with another beautiful story from Cikgu Merah Jambu site.I love reading stories from her site, maybe you should try reading, well maybe for anyone who find some leisure time in his/her life.

Hope maybe some of you could enjoy and learn something from the story.

Well, why don't you just go to her blog to read it?

So, this is the link

Di Sebalik Teduh Matanya

Happy reading! ^__^

Fascinating words

2011-04-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Salam,

That day, I login into facebook, and my friend had helped me.

Thank you to Cikgu Merah Jambu :') for agreeing to share these words with me :

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih, Allah sudah menghitung air matamu

Ingatlah dimanapun kau berada, Allah akan mengetahui dan sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Jika kau fikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu sahaja, Allah sedang menunggu bersama-samamu

Ketika segalanya menjadi sesuatu yg tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan, Allah bersamamu untuk menenangkanmu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur, Allah telah pun memberkatimu

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelefon dirimu, Allah sentiasa berada d sampingmu

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi, Allah sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dgn namamu

Ketika kau fikir bahwa kau sudah berusaha sesungguhnya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lg, Allah mempunyai jawapannya

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan, sebenarnya Allah sedang berbisik kpdmu

Bila engkau letih dan hilang semangat, Allah tahu engkau telah mencuba sedaya upaya

Bila tangismu berpanjangan dan hatimu duka, Allah telah mengira titis air matamu

The next thing I know, I was very fascinated with these words, it was like an answer for everything that I've been feeling.

Thanks again, everyone.

Greater, Lesser

2011-04-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the world doesn't seem to big enough for a person. It shrinks without her consciousness.

Yesterday

2011-04-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

Salam,

I'm thinking of changing the font I used to write on every post I wrote.

Yesterday, 8/4/2011

2011 minus 1994, that makes a total of 17.

17 already this year, not really a big number but big responsible of course. What is it? I'm turning 17 lah, tak, I've already 17. Because it's yesterday. The celebration? Tak hade la tip top melampau sangat.

Just, in the evening, my parents suddenly asked, "ade nak pergi makan mane2?"

I, who just got up from sleep due to fairly godparents cartoon tu mamai2 fikir nak pergi mane. (I found out recently susah nak habiskan satu cerita cartoon. Kadang-kadang guts tu ade juga terasa nak tengok cartooonnnsss..hehe)

So, I made decision, let my parent do the decision, lagi senang. Finally, shopping some of my stuff , and have dinner bought at McD then brought back home. Malas makan dekat situ.

My mom bought me two piece of cakes, and I really love it. Thanks, ma.

My dad gave me something worthy and for sure, I'm really lovin' it. Thanks, pa.

Thanks, mom and dad ^__^

Raising up a year by year means adding more responsible to yourself, and minussing the distance between the end of life. Org cakap, selamat hari lahir dan semakin dekatlah dengan kematian. I'm reminding myself to be grateful for what did I have for until now.

Thank you for all who involve himself/herself/themselves in giving, writing, sketching, and wishing all the wishes for. Thank you for all the priceless gifts. Maybe someday I could return all you good deeds, and if I couldn't, let just pray that His Almighty, Allah s.w.t pays with a lot greater rewards. Cause that is what we searching for, right?

Miss Noty Teddy and Miss Dhamira Azzalea Mierah, thankyousomuchforthepost. I miss u guys. :')

Till then, Happy birthday myself! And happy becoming older ^__^

*a little note over here for youknowwhoyouare: I'm not taking SPM just because I'm 17, and I don't wish to be called for PLKN next year, it's Allah who decides everything that is the best for His servant.

Left

2011-04-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

Salam,

Today nothing weird happens. I got 200 SMS for free and tak tahu pada sapa nak hantar mesej selambak tu. Sehari nak sampai 50 pun susah, ni kan nak sampai 200. Kenapa celcom tak nak buat promo2 yang best2 sikit eh? Dahla dalam masa duapuluhempat jam kena habiskan..err...

Left, yup, what with left?

Huh, ni bukan left right left right tu,

Ni I was left alone. With my parents only.

My brothers sume dah balik kubu masing2. Balik buat kerja diorang kumpul duit untuk saya. Hihi.

Tak tahu nak buat apa sampai 20 hb ni. 20 hb I'm going back to KL. So, drpd tarikh hari ini, sampaiiiiiiilaaaaa 20 hb tu, nak buat apa?

Kerja? Ya, baca perkataan "nak buat apa" itu dan secara otomatiknya ada akan jawab "kerjala"...Ow, kerja ya?

Nak dengar satu cerita? Bukan, nak baca satu cerita?

Alkisah...err, mengada ah tu =.='

Macam ni, pagi tadi, ada seorang guru besar (kawan baik mak) datang rumah. Disebabkan guru yang mengajar subjek ugamanya telah cuti bersalin, dia pun cari la kut2 boleh dibuat guru ganti.

Hmm...menjadi seorng cikgu? Boleh2 kut...

Maka, telah diambil semua salinan IC dan salina sijil Spm dan diserahkan, dengan harapan, munkin terisila kelak masa lapang ini.

beberapa minit/jam kemudian....

bunyi cengkerik sikit....krikk krikk

Oh, saya tak dapat kerja itu. Tahu kenapa?

Sebab dah ada orang?

Bukan.

Sebab guru besar tu tak nak?

Bukan.

Sebab.....cikgu tu tak jadi bersalin?

Eh. ape mngarut ni?

Sebabnya....umur tak cecah 18 lagi. Aduhai...akta buruh segala bagaila penjelasannya.

Hurgh, sebab umur?????? Waaaaaa......Ish2..geram...tapi kan betolla, susahla org tak cukup 18 nak buat kerja2 rasmi gitu.

So, macam tak ada rezekila. :(

Dan secara simpul kasihnya, saya terasa agak sedikit munkin malas sudah mahu kerja.

Itu sahaja. Sekian, terima kasih.

2011-04-04T20:56:00.001+08:00

Macam biskut

Sekejap ada sekejap tiada.

CHIPSMORE ♥

Nothing important

2011-03-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

These past few hours had been sailed with very very very weird feelings

Eventhough it's hard,

Don't worry,

I will keep trying to forget it.

~~I would go through all this pain,~~

~~Take a bullet straight through my brain.~~

;)

2011-03-28T18:49:00.000+08:00

Thank you for bringing me happiness ♥

Thank you for the love ♥ :]

Muhammadku

2011-03-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

Tak tahu nak komen ape.

Suka tengok anak2 dalam video ni. Comel. Especially yg bernyanyi sekali tu.

Tengok persembahan diorang masa Final Akademi Al-Quran semalam. Terus teringat nak cari. Hehe.

Tengokla kalau ada masa. (ada rap lagi siap)

Ni liriknya :

Penyanyi : Haddad Alwi (feat. Anti & Ebith Beat A)
Album : Muhammad Nabiku (2010)
Judul lagu : Rindu Muhammadku

Ya Rabbi bil Mustafa
Ya Rabbi bil Mustafa
Ya Rabbi bil Mustafa
Balig ma Qaasidana
Waghfir lana ma ma dha
Ya wasi al karami

Demi cinta-Mu ya Allah
Pada Muhammad nabi-Mu
Ampunilah dosaku
Wujudkan harapanku

Ya Rasullallah salamun’alaik
Ya Rafi ‘assya ni waddaraji
Siapa yang cinta pada nabinya
Pasti bahagia dalam hidupnya

Muhammadku Muhammadku dengarlah seruanku
Aku rindu aku rindu kepadamu Muhammadku

Kau yang mengaku cinta kepada nabimu
Kau yang mengaku merindukan nabimu
Jika kau benar-benar cinta dan rindu kepada Muhammad nabimu
Buktikan
Taati perintah-Nya, tinggalkan larangan-Nya
Teladani akhlaknya
Niscaya kelak kau akan berjumpa dengan Rasullallah
Niscaya kelak kau akan berkumpul dengan Rasullallah

Muhammadku Muhammadku dengarlah seruanku
Aku rindu aku rindu kepadamu Muhammadku

Kau ajarkan hidup ini untuk saling mengasihi
Ku tanamkan dalam hati, ku amalkan sejak dini

Ya Rasullallah salamun’alaik
Ya Rafi ‘assya ni waddaraji
Engkaulah nabi pembawa cinta
Kau bimbing kami menjuju surga

Muhammadku Muhammadku dengarlah seruanku
Aku rindu aku rindu kepadamu Muhammadku

Yo…. yo…. yo….
If you admitted to love your prophet
If you admitted to miss your prophet
If you really love the prophet Muhammad
Make a proof, make a proof, make a proof

Muhammadku Muhammadku dengarlah seruanku
Aku rindu aku rindu kepadamu Muhammadku

Short sem, Kerja dan bla bla bla

2011-03-21T08:33:00.000+08:00

Salam,

Morning! Sobahul khair! *rindu nak bercakap bahasa arab.

Last post was quite crap, sorry. Everything burst out. So, it becomes like that.

Today, we talk about new thing. Turn over a new ~~ranting~~ leaf.

*Short Sem

Also, today CFS (sngkatan tmpt blajar), dah start short sem, rmi jugak yang ambil. Salah seorang rommate eyna pun, Shaira. Kak yang eyna ambil juga. ;) Eyna tak ambil, dah cukup subjek untuk dua tahun. Modul course pun tak ade. Shaira ambil sebab dia one and half year, tak cukup sem nak abiskan semua subjek kalau tak ambil sekarang. *Shaira, cakap nak update blog, nak bagitahu kitorang, ape cer wey? Best tak?

Selamat ambil short sem, korang :)

*Kerja

Nak kerja? Entah, tak tahu nak kerja apa. Kerja ada, cuma sekarang tak nak kerja lagi. Kawan kerja, macam-macam dengar, PETRONAS memang ramai, SR, babysitter dan banyak lagi. Best je dengar.

Saje nak update pagi-pagi.

Ok, nak sambung baca Sesegar Nailofar.

Till then, :)

Maaf, bahsa bercampur baur.

0133 am

2011-03-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

Miserable mood.

Eh, kalau tak suka, tak payah baca.

I'm not a person yang takde perasaan langsung. When something bad happened, boleh kau nak gelak-gelak, senyum-senyum on the spot? Macam takde perasaan.

Setitis mutiara pun tak gugur? Hebat kau.

Memang lah orang kata jangan go along with that feeling sangat, nanti kau yang tergo-go sekali. Tapi, takkan nak recover in simple as one minute. Susah mungkin? Huh, alasan.

Tak salahkan siapa-siapa. Nak salahkan apanya? Salah sendirilah, pandai buat pandai tanggung.

Ok, ya, saya patut bersyukur, taklah semua teruk sangat. Tapi, still kau tak puas hati lagi kan eyna? Learn from mistakes eyna.

Yup, I know.

I'm not good with words, I'm not a good story-teller.

I don't know how to write it well here. I feel that I just should keep it myself.

Tabahlah eyna, diri sendiri itu perlu kuat. Macammana nak capai impian ni?

Ya Allah, tolonglah hamba-Mu ini.

Perjalanan masih jauh.

‎"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa Yang terdaya olehnya.... "

(al-baqarah : 286)

Ya Tuhan, bagaimana harus ku perkatakan lagi kerinduan ini, moga rindu ini tidak melebihi rindu padaMu dan kekasih-Mu.

Good news maybe?

2011-03-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

Salam readers,

Good morning! How are you feeling today?

Since my last post is 0400 something this morning, so I just want to say, I manage to sleep at last! Pukul berapa waktu tu dah tak tahu. Tapi, boleh tidur jugak la last sekali! Tapi, tak berapa tenang...hmm..

Well, let it be! Actually, there is something I heard today

Good news maybe?

I take it as a chance la untuk reinvigorate myself. Sambil melihat alam keindahn ciptaan Tuhan. Kalau kita tengok alam ni, kita akan cepat rasa tenang je kan? Indah je terasa.

Pergi tak lame pun, ala, bukannya jauh sangat, dekat2 je.

InsyaAllah, eyna akan manfaatkan masa ni dengan sebaiknya.


Moga memberi manfaat sebaiknya			.

Itu pun sebab mak ayah ada event dekat sana. So, mak ayah bawa pergi sekali. Tak kan nak tinggal kan? Hmm..

Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Like the quotation, "Everything happens for reasons" C:

Pagi ni, saje je belek2 album gambar. Nampk gambar masa sekolah. Ahli dorm F12, kalau korang baca la, kita tak banyak gambar kan. Takpelah, asal memori kita sentiasa mekar dalam ingatan anda.

Nabilah, Zahra, Azka, Yuhanes, Suhaida, Nusaibah, Aisyah, Tasnim, Akak-akak form 6 semua,

bilalah kita dapat jumpa dan berkumpul lagi? :(, ingat lagi kita selalu gurau2 especially ibah. :D

Especially time kita abes makan malam, sementara nak siap2 gi maghrib dekat surau.

RINDU SANGAT <3

Em, dengar pasal tsunami dekat Jepun tu, dahsyat. Masya-Allah. Itu Allah bagi petunjuk dekat kita. Bagi kita peringatan supaya bersiap sdia. Kadangkala kita terleka kan? Hmm..biasalah manusia. Peringatan untuk diri eyna juga.

Oklah, mak ayah dah panggil. Nanti eyna update lagi. InsyaAllah.

Sekian,

eyna doakan moga you all semua sihat sejahtera disamping kasih sayang Ilahi. Doakan ye utk eyna juga. Semoga you all menjalani hari yang indah :)

With love,

My friend;mood is playing the swing

2011-03-12T04:25:00.001+08:00

Bismillah,

Salam readers,

Kalian sihat? Hmm...moga2 sihatlah gamaknya. Kalau ada yg sakit pun, eyna doakan moga kalian cepat2 sembuhlah ye. :) Boleh buat aktiviti2 harian dengan senang.

Now, it's already 0342 am in the morning, but I'm not asleep yet. Tak tahu kenapa eyna tak senang nak tido harini. Entah lah. Macam2 terfikir. Fikir tu, fikir ni. Sampaikan kadang2 ada orang marah eyna sebab berfikir benda2 yang tak perlu eyna nak fikir. Eh, bukan benda pelik2. You all tak payahlah nak fikir pelik2.

Pernah tak terasa macam nak meraung dan menjerit dan mengoyak2 mungkin kertas yang ada?

Mungkin ada yg prnh buat, dn mgkin ada yg tak pernah buat, eyna tak sure eyna pernah buat ke tidak, yang meraung tu, tak kot. Dahsyat sangat dah tu.

Tak tahu kenapa terasa macam ni, susah nak faham. Dan dan dan eyna tak suka keadaan macam ni, hmmm...Hati rasa tak tenang. Alhamdulillah ada juga sahabat2 yang membantu dengan memberikan pelbagai cara.

Apa masalahnya eyna? Eyna pun tak berapa pasti. Tapi, one of it is; guilty atau lebih kurang rasa bersalah. Bersalah sebab tak dapat nak bantu seseorang ni. Yup, eyna tahu, I can't make everyone happy, but at least we'll try. Eyna faham bagaimana rasanya berada dalam keadaan trauma,memang akan ambil masa yang lama untuk recover, kita kena bersabar lah. It takes time, and it is slow. Mana boleh nak cepat semua benda. Hmm...minta maaflah kalau eyna tak membantu awak (seandainya awak membaca)

Kalau ikutkan sangat soal hati ni, tak kemana lah kan jawabnya. Be mature lah kan. Entah, biarkan je lah. Bagi eyna je ni. Jangan pula ada yang terasa. :)

p/s : Kawan-kawan, Eyna rindu sangat dengan korang. Sangat sangat sangat.
:(

Fast Update

2011-03-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

A fast update, no idea what to write, sorry all.

Especially for all my friends out there,

Between The Miles

Because existence can become severe
in one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.

Between the miles-
if you need me.
If you need a friend.
Let me be the friend, I want to be.

Trouble

2011-03-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

Salam all,

"Hello trouble", trouble is a part of our life isn't it?

Hari ni bukan nak buka kelas pengajian trouble, saja terasa nak update berkenaan trouble.

What is definition of trouble? Give me one, fast. Quick! Hehe

(tak payah, bukak je ni, gugel )

Have you ever heard of this song, troube is a friend, a nice song, performed by nice singer,

The song reveals about the reality of trouble,

Troube ataupun masalah, takkan pernah lari dari hidup, REALITI LAH!

Dari awal sampai habis, bak kata lagu tu,,

Setiap MASA-lah akan ada dengan kita. Tapi, kalau dah jumpa satu, takkan kita nak biar macam tu je? Selalunya, bila terserempak dengan En.T ni, first question mesti, kenapa?

"Kenapa saya? Kenapa diri saya kena uji macam ni? Kenapa itu kenapa ini etc bla bla bla?

Why me? :( ngiaauu...comel plak kucing ni...err,,abaikan~

Kita kena fikir, masalah itu diberi berdasarkan kesesuaian diri kita, tak semestinya bila kita tengok orang lain tu mcm cool relax, dia tak ada masalah, sape kata? Entah2 msalah dia mungkin lg teruk, mana kita tahu.

Allah bagi ikut sesuai dengan diri kita sebab Dia tahu kita mampu. =)

(ada satu doa dalam ma'thurat tu, cuba check tengok :] )

Bagi eyna, masalah ni akan meningkat selaras dengan peningkatan usia kita, apa tu, perpendicular ke parallel to each other, lebih kurang lah hehe...Semakin besar awak, semakin banyak jenis ragam masalh yang akn kita hadapi.


Semakin banyak masa, semakin banyak masalah

Bagi usia remaja, mostly masalah yang dihadapi adalah berkaitan dengn RELATIONSHIPS (widen up ur scopes, it's not just about two different species, it's related to all relationship in a human's life, ok? =). "Introduction to the reality of A HUMAN'S life', betul tak?

I've heard few stories of my friend regarding their relationships, kadang2 terlampau complicated, kadang2 tak complicated pun cuma sebab dia blurr, so, dia tak tahu nak buat apa. Banyak jenis, ok? Tak semua orang boleh confront cara mudah, ada jenis stail, "ah, taknak kisah la benda2 macam ni, just forget about it" pastu, 2 3 hari still talk the same thing,

Tak faham betul. Hmmm...

Memang tak semua masalah boleh diselesaikan dengan mudah, tapi, kita boleh cuba. Yang penting, pertama sekali kita kena ber-TENANG, sebab yang ni paling susah nak buat kan, masa ni kita akan rasa serabut, kalut, serabai dan lain2 lagi yang berkaitan...

Takes time to reflect what have you done that cause the trouble? Tapi bukan sampai menyalahkan diri, maksudnya lebih kurang muhasabah diri la. Takde nye salah kalau buat macm tu, takde orang nak marah awak. In fact, kalau awak buat, mesti awak akan rasa cool je pastu.
InsyaAllah

Lepastu, kalau boleh tryla bercakap dengan seseorang, tak kisahlah siapa insan bertuah tersebut, ehehe...At least, bila awak luahkan, awak akan rasa keluangan sedikit wpon tak banyak, tapi pandai2 la cari waktu, janganla masa orang tu pun tengah trouble, awak nak cerita Mr.T awak, memang adding the solution lah kan. But, most important try to talk with our Creator, sebab He knows better. :)

Kadang2 benda yang berlaku dekat kita adalah refleksi dengan apa yang kita dah lakukan dekat orang lain, ataupun sebab kita diberi peluang untuk menerokai sesuatu yang baru, baru kita akan ada pengalaman, janganla cepat mengeluh, cuba cool2 dulu...

Emosi tu memang permainan kita sendiri, emosi ni unik, kita kena pandai try handling the situation, alah, kita tuan badan, kita tawulah macammana nak react kan..hahaha

Sebenarnya, basically, memang bergantung pada kita sendiri. Tapi, kalau rasa diri lemah, minta bantuan, minta pertolongan. Especially from Allah. Sebab bila kita dapat kekuatan, apa2 pun terasa mudah, insyaAllah..

Kekuatan akan hadir pabila tepat pada masanya. Kita kena sentiasa mencari dan sentiasa berfikir, "Mengapa aku hidup di muka bumi yang indah ini? InsyaAllah "

Okey, dah rase lain dah dengan post ni, post ni biasa2 ja, x sehebat mana, ambil yang baik, buang yang buruk, thank you la pada yang mnghabiskan bacaan, kalau tak faham, maaflah ye, saya masih baru dalam bidang ~~kaunseling~~ penulisan ni, minta tolong ajar orang yang lagi bijak pandai,

This is a reminder for myself to, if anything, tegurlah saya. =)


(terasa nak bubuh gambar ni, two little kids growing up haha ^__^ kudos someone)

Till then,

Final touch

2011-03-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Salam readers,

Finally, I've done playing, editing, searching, reading, scrolling, writing, clicking, remembering, typing, erasing, adding, and other ing's with the html code blah blah blah....

It's very hard to find the right, I mean the suitable cool elegant beautiful sweet template that can catches my heart, (byk kerenah betul kan?)

However, this is my blog, so I will make it the best. I want and I insist. :)

Construction is half-done, I still have some left to do. Example, managing the blogs I following, and organizing it at the right place. Do I have to put some music in here?

I know it is not very best, but this is the best that I can do, for a beginner like me. Editing the html is one big challenge for me, as I'm not very 'pandai' in handling the codes. *sigh

Till then, I promise I will update soon. Loads to tell, I guess. ;)

SABAR, TUNGGU YA!

Eyna ;)

Exam dah abes sem II

2011-02-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Post terdahulu yang,

~~1 more paper to go!!!!!~~

sudah invalid,

wah, punyalah susah nak habeskan 1 paper tu, Chemistry II

Soklan die bolehla tahan, tak tahu nak describe macammana.

Nama ja dah abes exam, tapi x boleh balik lagi,

Balik hari Jumaat, nanti balik nak buat apa tak tahu, so stay lah lama sikit,

naseb baek roommate berkomplot balik lewat sama2,

itu pun sebab tiket dia lewat, kalau tak, tak rasa dia balik lambat.

Setakat ni, exam sem ni amat terasa examnya, mungkin sebab subjek dia semua yang aina lemah kot

MATH, memang dah dikenali, Aina sangatlah lemat math, sejak dulu lagi. Mak ayah suruh buat latihan banyak-banyak, dah buat dah, tapi kadang2 memang susah sangat nak ingat tu ingat ni dalm Math tu.

I really hope that dapat lulus Math tu, sedih kalau tak dapat :(

Kawan-kawan, doakanlah ye.

Dah abis exam ni, nak kena kemas barang pulak nak bawak balik, ish, banyaknye lah nak kena kemas, dengan kipasnya, dengan kapetnya, dengan meja troli tu lagi, tak tahula kereta muat ke tak. Hehe

Yelah, dua sem punya barang. Orang lain hantar sikit2, hmm..macammana nak hantar, saya orang jauh. Hehe

Cuti dekat lima bulan tak tahulah nak diisi dengan apa,

mak kata pegi kerja, mak suruh jadi cikgu sekolah, lol, takut woo nak ajar anak-anak orang..Hee

Tapi, takkan tak nak buat apa2 dalam cuti ni, hmm..ingat nak belajar lesen kereta, tu pun kalau dapat kelulusan pihak berkuasa la which include my parent an etc. Bulan 4 ni baru cukup 17...:/

Dua sem dekat U** ni banyak sangat kenangan manis,pahit, kelat dsb, (mcmla nak pegi mane2, lol!!haha), tapi,

kenangan bersama ahli bilik memang sangat best, nanti sem satu 2011, kitorang memilih untuk berpecah, bukan sebab gaduh, tapi kitorang nak bagi ada ruang sikit dalam bilik tu. So, 4 orang berpecah kepada dua-dua. Dah tak duduk sebilik dah empat orang. Best duk dengan diorang, mcam2 karakter ada dalam bilik ni, happy go lucky nye, macam2 nye...hehe

Moga-moga bilik kitorang nanti dekat je, agar silaturahim tu nanti tak la terasa jauhnya....

okla, rasanye setakat tu lah sahaja saya merapu. Bukan ape, gatal tangan nak menaip, asyik menulis untuk exam je...:D

Lastly, untuk rumetku seorang ni, Faten, all the best for you Physics II tomorrow, jangan takut2...ko kan tabah orangnye..^__^

Chaiyok Aten, I'm waiting for you to finish your exam! ~(^^)~

2011-02-18T01:46:00.001+08:00

1 more paper to go!!!!!

even title pun blank

2011-02-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

ENTAH LA

LATELY I FEEL WEIRD.AWKWARD.~~SAD~~.CONFUSED.BLURRED.AND ~~MANY MOREEE.~~

~~TRY TO HIDE~~, BUT NEVER KNOW TILL WHEN IT'S GOING TO END

THAT'S WHY I BECOME LIKE THAT

I'M A NORMAL HUMAN, CAN NEVER GUESS, ONLY EXPECT, HOPE AND SEE

I'M SORRY

TRULY

SORRY

...

terasa nak update

2011-01-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

lately, I feel that my post is getting weird,..

Too tired, dengan SMACnye, dengn workshopnye, dengan photoghrapnye...huish...Allah sahaja yang mengetahui...

I hope this week is getting better. especially for us. :)

takde pape pon, saje je nk update.

Blom sampai seru nak tulis pasal event terbaru..Huhu

a thing to ask

2011-01-14T02:56:00.000+08:00

I just hope that despite all the troubles that you have to face, you would be strong enough to handle it. I wouldn't interfere,

I missed your truth smile in this couple of days, I know you smile, but it seems a little bit odd this time, I know you had something in your mind, but as you, you wouldn't say a thing about it. I respect your right. It's yours, I know.

Sometimes I wish to say, " Let the thing happen by its flow", and " relax, there might be something hidden in all the things that happened", but I know, it's not me who's facing the situations,

You got hurt, and I think this time badly, and I'm so sorry for not helping so much. I don't know how can I help, maybe if you want me to stay away, I would follow so, as long as you would be the same as you are, cause you are great when you be like you, as YOU, the only YOU>>>>

I know you will read this one day, and I just want to say I'm sorry and I <3 You,,,=)

May Allah bless you with great blessings from Him,

Best Wishes,

Aina

What more could I say

2011-01-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

What more could I say? I can't force people, while she might be already made a decision. I CANNOT force people, let say, if you ask me, of course I want you to be on my side, that's why I didn't replied anything, because I don't want to be one-sided. I don't want to be selfish.

Totally, I'm frustrated, that's the truth. Well, you don't have to worry, it's not your fault. It's mine, I'm not really well right now, too many things happened in the way I didn't expect to. I'm shocked, sad, depressed, and frustrated.

I hope you would do the right things, as I know you know the best for you. I would not say much.

I would only say if you refuse for bad reason, but right now all I can see is you have good reasons to do so, so what more could I say? I will not force you, I won't.

Don't get influenced by me, live your life happily, I just want you to be happy.

I really don't like forcing people. That's all.

Let this new year be a new leaf for me, not that kind of leaf at the tree. I mean a new life, a new chapter, a new moments.

So,

Happy New Year to all of you

Best wishes,

Aina

"Sometimes it takes time to understand something, I guess"

About it

2010-12-26T09:14:00.000+08:00

Cuti mid-semester telah bermula semalam :)

Likeeeeeeeeeeee

Eventhough permulaan cuti ini bermula dengan sesuatu yang tak ku duga.

Pertama kali dalam sejarah hidupku berlaku sedemikian rupa, tapi ku pasti Allah dah susun sebaik-baik perancangan. Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambaNya. Faten cakap, "Serahkan segala-galanya pada Dia, Insha Allah ada jalan penyelesaiannya" Thanks sahabat, thanks for being there helping me, may Allah bless u.

Cuti ini xde planning ape2 sangat, homework banyak, tapi satu buku pun x bawa balik, because I know it will be so hard for me nak buka buku tu during my holidays.

Parents nak balik kampung cuti ni, Johor. That's all. Best jugak, lama x balik kampung...

Bolehla melihat apa yang sudah berlaku di Johor, who knows, maybe I can meet my friends there ;)

Last night, I had BBQ session at my mak long's house, It's fun, three families gathered together, Mak long's, Mak uda's(my fam) and my ucu's. Bestla cause lame x gather all cousins macam tu. Terasa macam makan banyak pulak malam tadi. Hehe

Between Iphone4, Samsung Galaxy and Blackberry, mana lagi best? Nak opinion...

Oklah, I think that's all. Need to pack things up. Till then, Assalamualaikum...

"Dear Allah,

I don't know all the challenges my friend facing but You know everything,

I hear her silence, but You hear her plead,

I see she laughing, You see her tears,

I see when she give, You see what has been taken from her,

I see her appearance, You see the scars in Her soul,

I experience her faith, You see her doubts,

So, please Allah, Keep her always with You, Bless her abundantly for all the time to come;

Thank you Allah"

Thanks friend for the words, I just love it :)

2010-12-02T00:23:00.001+08:00

Face the situations

Don't want to get back to the old habits, that's all. It ~~hurts~~ when have to do like that. Seriously, have to control. Must have the determination. Please.

Reaction

2010-12-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

This is not about those reaction in the Chemistry.

HAHA

First of all, Bismillah..

'A sentence or an expression can gives a lot of meanings', that's my status on the fb today. I don't know why I feel that I must put it. Lately, things happen too much and happens too fasssttt! People react with so many ways. Including myself, I admit. Sometime, we don't quite sure on our reaction. But, at last, you'll sit and think back on your reaction. And you realize that it's too late to repeat or to rewind all the things that happened.

Also, there's quite small number of people that have no reaction at all. You'll have to put some materials or maybe some catalyst that catalyst the person to react.

What will happen if we over react? That's a thing too. Do we realize when we did something like that?

Why there's a people that react with unusual ways? It's not suitable for them. Why they have to be something that is not suitable for them?

Life is full of choices. Everything that we do, most because of our choice. Even the smallest thing, we will decide. That's why when we have so many choices, we tend to confuse on picking which one is the most suitable for us.

Hmm..

Now, I'm kekeringan idea to continue this post.

I need to be focus, focus and focus. And also be strong! For me, myself!

Suddenly, I think that's too many react word in this post. Isn't it?

Miss Che' Mistry is calling me, till then, bye!

My appreciation

2010-11-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

Bismillah

Thank you for all the things that you have done to me. I don't know on how I can repay back. I'm not sure. Sometimes, I feel embarassed with you. You are a lot greater than me. I admire your spirit. I admire your action. I hope one day we all can istiqamah. Insha Allah.

I know how 'muak' you have been with my stories. Truly, I'm sorry though. I just glad that sometimes you would lend me your ears for just a couple of minute. May Allah bless you, dear.

Maybe that I'm not ready yet with all this situation. It's a shocked, I think. I don't know. I'm confused enough. It's so so so hard for me.

I just pray that Allah will give us His guidance, so that we can all stay on His right path. Insha Allah.

Sahabat, you really make my life greater. I love you. :)

Kelakarrr

2010-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Kelakar dengar cerita engkau kan...kelakar sangat2...tapi pelik pun ade jugak.
Tapi takpe, sebab aku terhibur~~~

p/s: takde idea la...

Jangan

2010-11-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

Jangan anda berhenti menulis. Kerana saya selalu membaca. Kerana kekeringan idea dan kekangan masa, saya tidak menulis apa-apa padahal banyak yang mahu diperkata...

Teruskan usaha anda!

p/s: skemanya rasa ayat...

I have no idea

2010-10-02T08:44:00.000+08:00

I have no idea. I dont know what else we could do. We are now in different tracks. You are too far from us.

Sometimes I went into your page, I explore, there are also times when your story pops-up in my page, but, whenever I do that, I feel very sad. Cause you are not the same person I used to know. I know I have no rights to say that. But I really hope that you will realize. InshaALLAH.

You say you dont deserve to be friends with us, you say you are not nice enough to be friends with us,

did you know how much it hurts us when you say like that? How it really breaks our hearts?

I try to forget all the 'ridiculous saying' of yours. Because all of it was not true. We are always going to be friends. you are also some part of the story my life.

You, your friends always take care about you. Some of your friends even try to contact me, to ask about you. But, because of you trying to run away from us, I dont know what to tell your friends. But, I dont blame you. I blame myself, cause I have not been keeping in touch with you from time to time.

I know I have cause too much trouble to you, but,

I hope that you will forgive me,

I missed your words,

I missed your smiles,

I missed your nags,

I missed you, so much.

The time has come!

2010-09-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

Salam

Yeay! Alhamdulillah the final exam for semester one is done! However, the result is still unknown. What to do now is hoping for the best! Tawakal! May Allah gives the best for all of us.

Now is the time for our holiday after a long study period. 3 weeks and 2 days, called- first semester break-. Still planning on what to do for this not-so-long holiday, maybe movie marathon? And please make true the planning 'nak turun Johor'. Its been quite a long time already....

Still, my holiday at Kedah will be only until 15 Oct, cause my parents decide on going KL at 16 October. So, my stay at Kedah x lah lame sgt.

I still can't believe that semester one is finished. It seems like only yesterday we went into the place. Haha, poyo!

So, make use wisely this holiday for all yg tgh holiday. Two bounties that we always forgot to use it wisely and be grateful, " free time and great health". So Aina, remember! ^,^

InshaALLAH~~

For those yg tgh study, study leklok la ye. Yg ada exam, all the best!

From me,

Entah la

2010-09-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

Entah la. Itu title post terkini, sebab entah la, ble part nak tulis title, fikiranku blank.

Jantungku makin lama makin laju, bukan sebab heart attack, tapi bila memikirkan final examination hari isnin ni. x dapat bayang nak pergi ambil exam, dengan preparation sepanjang cuti ni yang entah apa2. Esok balik ke CFS, Padahal awal2 haritu nak balik lewat konon2 nak biar semua rumet balik dulu,

yela... aritu time balik cuti raya, diorg dah balik dulu, tinggalkanku sorg2. Tapi , risiko balik lewat sgt tinggi, org ni xlah terer sgt yg balik2 tu tup tap, pergi exam terus. No no man.

Bukan xsentuh langsung buku time cuti ni, tapi macam x cukup. Bio, bio, bio, paling ku takuti sekali. x tahu mcmmana nak buat dengan Bio. Kadang2 terasa mcm nak tinggalkan je sains2 ni. Tapi, kan x baik kan kalo fikir gitu. Apa yang sudah ditetapkan, mesti ada hikmahnya. Percayalah.

Roommate sume balik arini except sorg ni, lost, ntah mne dye ilang.

Kawan2, doakanlah exam saya pada isnin, rabu, khamis, jumaat, sabtu, ahad ini.

Best tgk org2 yg dpt fly. Buat yang ada exam, all the best. mari doakan kejayaan bersama! inshaALLAH.

Ok, tata, nak buat marathon biologi. ;))

2010-09-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

Heh, semua lagu nak sedih malam ni. Semua web bukak nak sedih malam ni. Dekat fb, dekat blog lg la.Org juga sedih dia dah pergi :'(. Tapi dia bukan pergi mane2 pun, dia pergi menuntut ilmu. Lagipun, skrg ni zmn moden, mcm2 ade. Masa je ade ke xde.

Tolong!!! Nak periksa minggu depan. FINAL EXAM!

Tetibe rase nak je balik cfs, bukan x mahu duduk rumah, tp rumah ni bykla dugaan. Bc buku pun mcm susa sgt2..Tolongla..huhu..:(

How to be a great friend ^ ^

2010-09-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

1.Be your own best friend first.

Learn how to respect yourself. Decide what boundaries are important to you and respect them. Understand what values are important to you.

2.Be loyal.

Stick up for your friend when they need it. Respect those times when they need to stick up for themselves. Trust your friend and allow yourself to be vulnerable with them.

3.Listen.

Nobody likes a best friend who just talks and talks, but never listens.

4.Be trustworthy.

If they tell you a secret, keep it, never ever, ever, tell someone a secret your friend wanted you to keep. Don't even leak it out to someone you know you can trust. A secret is a secret.

5.Spend time together.

Hang out on the weekends or plan activities together every now and then, do some homework together, and chat during break at school. You don't have to live in each others' pockets, but make sure you spend some quality time together with your best friend to make the friendship grow and become stronger.

6.Care.

Best friends care for each other. Show them you appreciate their presence in your life. Write them notes to show that you care and are thankful for them, and ask about their lives. Share your own stories, but make sure you have time for them.

7.Share laughs.

There is nothing like laughing and smiling to bring people together.

8.Be yourself.

You are who you are, and your best friend will accept that. Being "fake" could lead you to losing your best friend.

9.Trust each other

You may find it hard in life and think that it is impossible to keep your best friend happy. To be a good best friend really doesn't take much. All you have to do really is make sure you can both trust each other with everything and you don't keep secrets.

it's fun to search things like this...
dear friends, appreciate ur best friends as they are precious things that cannot be exchange by other things...love them with full of ur heart..^ ^

bubye..

kudos

Eid Mubarak 2010

2010-09-10T19:22:00.001+08:00

Mungkin agak terlambat,

Dek internet connection yang agak perlahan,

Tapi, x mengapa

Terima sahajalah ucapan saya,

Taqabballah minna waminkum solihal a'mal,

Salam Eid Mubarak 1431H/ 2010M

Maaf zahir dan batin jika ada tersalah apa2, terbuat tak kena. :]

positive

2010-09-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

Try to be strong enough. But when it comes to be left alone like this, I can't be that strong enough.

Be positive. Be strong. 2 days to go. But still the feeling is still there. :(

Jadual

2010-08-27T15:29:00.000+08:00

Mood hendak berblog itu datang kembali. Dan seperti biasa, gagal lagi hendak menulis dalam bahasa Inggeris. Almaklumlah English Speaking Test dah selesai...

Sebelum tu, Salam Nuzul Quran buat semua.

Minggu ini sangatlah pack, super duper pack. Sebenarnya setiap minggu pack, tapi minggu ni sedikit terasa kepackakannya.Hari Rabu yang kebiasaannya kelas akan tamat pada jam 3 petang, telah menjadi tamat pada jam 6 PETANG, hari itu semua subjek sumbat, start dengan BTQ (8 pagi), diikuti dengan Physics (9 pagi), Chemistry ( 11 pagi), Komputer ( 2 ptg) dan akhirnya Biology ( 3 - 6 petang). Nasib baik bio petang tu just buat lab.

Alhamdulillah newspaper project done, english speaking test done. Quiz lab Physics done.Tapi, start minggu ni, banyak gilaaa quiz kena buat. Selasa ada presentation Physics ( meskipun hari itu cuti umum, Hari kebangsaan...) Tapi, ada presentation la pulak dah pagi tu. Dan mungkin mungkin mungkin akan diikuti dengan kelas ganti komputer, because bro tu dah sebut2 nak buat kelas ganti. Rabu, quiz bio. Khamis, quiz kimia, Jumaat kalo xsilap pun ada quiz gak. And quiz komputer pun x abih lagi...huhu...

Sem depan,

Discovery Week

RAFEST

dan entah apa lgi yg masih belum diketahui.

Bukak2 sem teros ada prog, Course registration xselesai2 lagi..Section closed la pulak. Nasib baik diorg ckp benda tu bukak lagi lepas ni..takut dah xcukup course register, kang x pasal2 kena bayar 50 ringgit.

Sedihnya plan nak balik minggu ni terpaksa dibatalkan. Balik raya shajalah nampaknya. Dahla xtentu lagi nak balik bila. Balik 4 ke 7??? Hmm...Tgklah cane...

This morning mood

2010-08-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

Logging into the facebook...

Many of my friends are going to fly!!!!!!!!

It feels so sad + happy + etc...

Selamat Berjuang Sahabat !

2010-08-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

Dear my beloved blog,

It has been a long time I did not visited you. I am so sorry. A heavy-packed, hectic scheduled life had made my time with my beloved blog lesser than it used to be. Time flies too fast, suddenly it's already heading to my final exam. With loads of assignments need to be done, not including all the programmes that need to be handled during this Ramadhan month, which is the Medcy sale, etc...

What have my life become right now? I really have no idea. With the speaking test coming soon, it makes my nerves cannot function in well,,haha...A very much butterflies in my stomach. Teacher is insisting us on speaking with english, but how it is going to be when you want to speak, then people would then actually give bad feedback on you, such you are going to show off..baah,, what is the meaning of that?

I promised myself that I would write as many as I can, the post of this blog in English. It is not because I'm 'showing off', it is for the sake of improving my English at here. Everything is in English.

So, help me anyone with my english. I would really appreciate that. Thank you.

Before that, I just want to wish to all the Muslims all over the world...

Happy Ramadhan al-Mubarak, Ramadhan kareem inshaALLAH.

May this Ramadhan be a month of blessings,
a month full of forgivenesses and guidances
for all of us...♥♥♥

Keinginan

2010-08-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

Jika dahulu, sangatlah mudah mahu mengupload blog kesayangan ini.

Kini,

kian susah,

kian payah...

Heh, kesian dekat awak, blog...

2010-07-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

I just want to know the truth.

It keeps bothering my thinking.

So, please~~~

2010-07-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it is really blurr...

Sometimes it's a confidence...

I'm confused.

My place now

2010-06-18T08:20:00.000+08:00

Bismillah, in the name of ALLAH.

Ya, dapat online sekejap.

Tiba-tiba rasa rindu dengan blog, ingat haritu rasa macam nak delete saja. Tapi, sayang ;)
Lamanya tak menaip pnjg2 mcm ni..

Ok, cerita common, dah masuk CFS CFS ini singkatan untuk Centre for Foundation Studies, ia x dipanggil matrikulasi. Kalau dulu, panggil matrik. Tapi sekarang dah tukar. CFS utama di Petaling Jaya untuk kos sains dan law. Yang arts lain di CFS Nilai.

21 Mei haritu. Mendaftar sebagai pelajar asasi kejuruteraan dan sains komputer. Punyala ramai budak engineering. Setiap kali panggil utk taaruf week (nama bg orientasi di CFS IIUM), mesti engineering yang paling ramai. Dekat 1000 lebih rsanya, dicampur semua brothers and sisters. Pendaftran untuk kos engineering sahaja, satu hari. Pagi, brothers, petang sisters. The next two days baru kos2 lain pula masuk.

Tapi skrg I'm not engineering anymore. Dah tukar kos lain.

Minggu orientasi / Taaruf week.

Taaruf week di CFS IIUM PJ berbeza dengan kelaziman apa yg slalu maknusia pikir bila terdengar perkataan ORIENTASI. Kebiasaanya kita terbayang lari-lari, rush-rush, xsempat itu, xsempat ini dan sebginya. TAPI, di sini, kami tidak seperti itu. Kami banyak masa luang , siap anda boleh berjalan-jalan lagi ke bilik kawan dan sebagainya. Boleh lihat-lihat kampus. Some people guna waktu ni untuk tengok ada berapa banyak kafe dalam kampus ni. Hehe :)

Ada part-part yang best dalam taaruf week ni, cthnya Cultural Night. Cultural Night ni malam kebudayaan yang setengahnya dipersembahkan pleh students first year dan sbhgiannya students second year. Ada dikir barat versi baru, tak pernah lihat dikir barat sebegitu rupa.

Welcoming bai'ah ceremony was fun. Pelepasan belon banyak2 ke udara. Waktu ni, kami semua students first year, membaca bai'ah bersama-sama, (bai'ah tu macam akurjanji la) dihadapan orang-orang penting CFS IIUM. Then ada gimik-gimik yang telah disediakan pelajar senior. Mcam ape je. Hehe ;)

Bilangan sebenar pelajar KI tidak diketahui. Estimation kami adalah 40-50 sebegitu. Mungkinla. Muslimat sahaja hampir 30 orang. Tetapi tiada seorang pun dalam batch 54 ini, yg mngambil Medic di CFS.

Lingua franca di sini hampir kesemuanya mnggunakan bahasa inggeris dan sbhgiannya arab. Dua tiga hari selepas mendaftar di CFS, anda akan diminta untuk menduduki dua jenis peperiksaan, iaitulah APT dan EPT. APT adalah Arabic Placement Test dan EPT adalah English Placement Test. Kedua-dua test ini sangatlah penting. InshaALLAH, ia bakal menentukan bagaimana kehidupan seharian anda akan berjalan di sini. Ada satu lg test, Tilawah Entrance Test. Test ini adalah untuk menguji tahap bacaan al-Quran anda. Semua test ini mempunyai level-level tertentu untuk membolehkan anda exempted. Exempted bermaksud anda tidak perlu lagi mengambil kelas untuk subjek-subjek tersebut; misalnya jika anda exempted english dan tidak pernah langsung ada basic arab. Jadi, jadual anda kelak hanyalah akan dipenuhi dengan kelas arab dan sbgnya tetapi anda tidak akan mengambil kelas eng. Kelas english mempunyai contact hours yang agak lama bergantung pada level yang anda capai.

Fahamkah ini? Hehe ;P

Okla, xleh nak online lama-lama.

I have to focus, focus and focus.
Now, I need to brush up my English and focus on doing the newspaper project.
Pray that I can make with 6 subject for this semester.

'Bio, Chem, Phy, Basic Themes of Al-Quran, Computer and English'.I love all of you, ok..hehe

See you later my beloved blog. :]

Jag er nervös samt glad samt ledsen ;)

2010-05-21T08:34:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

After a long holiday of almost doing nothing, it's time to study back. Life of study. Today is the day. After Solat Jumaat prayer, inshaALLAH I'll be there. All I want to say is I'm gonna miss whole a lot of thing.

Friends, yg mane nanti dah susah dah nak jumpa, if you see me online ke ape ke, tegur-tegurlah ye. Kalau nampak tengah jalan ke, tegur-tegur je.

Yesterday I went to our college. Ramai teachers kirim salam and wish all the best pada kita. Suddenly, terngiang-ngiang kenangan kita dekat situ. Kawan-kawan ;)

Ok, I don't think yg nanti xonline dah. Cuma mungkin xselalu la kot esp waktu awal2 ni. Okla, see you soon, my blog, inshaALLAH.
Pray for me.

perjalanan masih jauh

How time flies~~

That's all. I leave you with some of pictures at college. ;)

Gamba sempat upload byk ni je.

Nak pergi bersiap dah.

Semoga berjumpa lagi

A bientot~~

Salam.

Teacher's day

2010-05-14T21:16:00.001+08:00

Menghitung hari

Jumaat

Sabtu

Ahad

..........

......... dan seterusnya.....

Cuak, nervous, curious dan segala simptom us-us lagi. Ya Allah, macammana nanti?

Tgk kawan-kawan lain ramai dah prepare banyak. Ada yg 100% complete. Tinggal nak pergi sahaja. Me? mungkin dalam 78% begitu.

Asyik teringat-ingat KI. Hmm...

Hari Ahad ni 16hb kan? Hari yg bermakna buat para pendidik kita. Para murabbi kita.

Jadi, di kesempatan ini, nak ucapkan,

SELAMAT HARI GURU

Buat semua guru di dunia ini. Terutama buat cikgu, guru, teacher, sir, madam, ustaz, ustazah, mr., mrs.,....

yang telah banyak berjasa buat diri ini.

Daripada tercangak-cangak hafal alphabet sampaila dah besar abes SPM ni. Alhamdulillah.

'Teringat pula kuih-muih dalam kotak merah selalu dapat kalau ikut umi abi pergi sambutan hari guru pringkat negeri. Hehe.'

p/s: tahu wish awal cket, tapi takut nanti xsempat tulis pulak. :)

tajuk xkeluar

2010-05-12T19:14:00.001+08:00

Berapa lama xbuka internet. Ini semua gara-gara laptop yg sedang mengalami masalah kesihatan.

Nampaknya nanti jaranglah dapat buka fb, blog, dan segala bagai lagi. Akan merinduila cerita-cerita blog yang sering dibaca. Farmville mmg dah lama tidak aktif.

Hari ini sudah 12 hb, kurang seminggu lagi akan berada di SP. 18 hb sudah akan bertolak ke Selangor, nak menguruskan lagi urusan-urusan yang belum selesai.

21hb masuk, 22 second grup, 23 third grup. Kumpul ramai-ramai dekat PJ dulu. Taa'ruf week seminggu, xtahulah apa benda buat seminggu tu.

Yang lain pun dah sibuk. Hantar mesej banyak x berbalas.

Marilah kita lakukan yang terbaik bagi kehidupan kita. Sebab hidup inilah hidup kita nanti.

All the best semua ;]

I don't know

2010-05-07T07:37:00.001+08:00

Sabahal khair.

May today be more great than yesterday. Because yesterday is history, right. Today is gift, and tomorrorow is mystery.

I missed all of my friends so much. Now, not so many dah blog that always update. Rindu nak baca kisah-kisah anda semua. Semua dah nak pergi tempat masing-masing.

For friends that akan pergi ke matrik hari Ahad ni, 10 Mei

Selamat maju jaya. Bitaufiq wannajah. Jangan lupakan kami. Buat yang terbaik. :)

There are so many things need to be prepared sebelum pergi mana-mana pun kan. I have done printed, I think about hundred pages. Maybe la. So many expenses.

I have decided, and I'll go to uia.

Maybe it is the best. Engineering? I don't know. Nak masuk engineering will have to above 3. something. CGPA. Pray that I'll make it. And may all the best be with you to. So, that's all for now. Salam rindu. :)

Ape-apepon, sy bersykur ya Allah

2010-05-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

tension blog jd lintang pukang, heh

ok, sure 2 3 4 5 hari ni, soalan paling femes kat ym ke fb chat ke hape ke,

selepas salam, mostly

"upu cane? dpt upu? dpt mane? upu ape?"

alhamdulillah, sy dpt Asasi Kejuruteraan dan Sains Komputer di UIA. Dan...ianya membuatkn sy tergamam seketika pertama kali sy memandang result upu tu.

sy x tahu apakah kos yg sy dapat itu, i have no clue, satu hari blurr, blurr thp terok.Hehe

smpikan nak sebot singktn kos ni pon i dont know, engineering ke? comp engineering ke? comp engineering la kut..

so, ape apepon, sy bersykur kehadratNya sbb dpt upu ni. Tahniah buat kwan2 yang dpt overc, upu, matrik, dan lain-lain lagi. Perjalanan kita masih jauh.

dan, kalo yg x dpt apa yg dihajati, sy fhm, xpe, mungkin ada sbb kenapa Allah beri kita mcmni. Mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya. Di mana-mana pon sama shaja. Asalkan kita dapat mengejar cita-cita kita. ya. ;) InshaAllah

All the best semua.
Allah knows the best. :).

For both of you, from me ;)

2010-04-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

From day to day, we can see all the happy news from our friends

Such as this couple of friends. (couple is for two, right?)

(nab, maap aku curik gamba)

Both are Selangorians, both were my dormmates for two year at KISAS. Both are my addmath teacher. Congratulations for both of you. They will fly to others country. I'm so proud of them.

NABILAH BINTI MOHD KHUSAIRI (in the sec pic, she wears black tudung and specky one) will enter INTEC and soon fly to Jordan for Islamic Banking course.

While ZAHRA BINTI TAJUDDIN ( she doesn't wear speck in sec pic) will fly to Vanderbilt University Nashville, Tennessee, United States this June.

Both of them are funny, hilarious, easy-going, smart and so matured. I've been with them for almost two years. Allah had placed us in the same sport house also the same dorm. Nab and Zahra, for what can I see, susah mahu dipisahkan. Especially F5, where there is Zahra, there's also Nab, and otherwise. So respect with their friendship.

They had taught me a lot of things.

'Guys, I wanna say thank you so much for all the things that you guys have done to me. I missed both of you so much. May Allah bless our life and strengthen the bonds of ukhwah we created. I hope this ukhwah will remain forever. I am so happy and grateful to know you girls. Zahra, thank you sebab sudi jadi mentor I ya. '

Hope korang tak forget our dorm memories, F30/08, F12/09.

May all your dreams come true. Banggalah dengan antuma. Semoga sentiasa diiringi langkah2 kejayaan.

Nanti bila dah di sana, jangan lupa orang d sini. :)

maaf, post ni simple saja.

Di Pagi Hari

2010-04-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pagi Semua

Saja, pagi2 takde kerja ni. Duduk atas meja depan laptop/pc,

Jom kita exercise2 sikit ;)

cube try test buat exercise ni ;)

buknlah exercise penuh, simple je, try test la..hihi

Thought

2010-04-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

Just a sharing. Feel free to read. If not, thank you for stopping by.

Humans a.k.a Homosapiens

is beautified with the power of thought.

The thought of human have the power to create a new experiences.

From the experience, we learned, we gathered it and invest them to face all the future circumstances.

This is the needed of learning.

Some of the experiences come from learning, others from the real life.

Basically, we have the good thought and the negative thought.

The good thought is beautiful. Such a rainbow beauty.

Some people cherish the negative thoughts. They get the pleasure from that.

The jealousy, doubt, fear would be necessary for them. You such a liar if none of it in your heart or mind.

As a normal person, we have these thoughts and it is weird if you didn't have anything of these. You don't have to be such a liar. What come out from the mouth is not usually from the heart.

Positive thought altogether with the negative thought have its own power.

With positive power we build, with negative power we break.

As if we create or we destruct.

Negative thought is like a thief, they take something precious from us. We need to feel they are thief, they take the beauty of our inner wealth and inner life.

Gelagat

2010-04-23T16:20:00.001+08:00

Gelagat kanak-kanak memang menghiburkan.

Seperti kebiasaan, kdgkala pagiku penuh dengan ~~batu~~ rancngn yg diplan oleh parents. Ikut ke sana ke sini.

Satu pagi, ku ikuti mereka ke Tabung Haji.

Dan kebiasaanlah bila ibubapa bawak macam satu lori, ini hiperbola cket,

tyme buat urusan dekat tempat2 macam ini. Kadangkala, yg nak kluarmasuk duit sorang,

tapi kalau tgk dari luar macam ada 1 juta org dalam tu. Kalo org yg nak cepat datang,

memang terbantutlah hajat beliau sebab dalam benak hati beliau,

'Ya Allah, ramainya!" Walhal mcm 10 org je nak buat urusan.

Oke, ni brdasarkn pengalaman ni.

Dalam TH aritu, adalah dua budak kecil ini. Abang dan adik prmpuan.

Dua-dua comel. Memangla.

Abang pegang 5 belon. Adik pegang 4 belon.

Dialog mereka, lebih kurangla, ak da xigt sebijik2 ayat depa.

"Abang, abang ada 5 belon, adik ada 4 ja. Mana aci!" kata si adik.

"La, adik ada 5 ja. xcaya, mai abg kira, 1, 2 , 3, 4 ,5." si abg jwb.

Oke, tyme abg tu kira memang ak rs nak gelak, belon no.1 bole jadi belon no. 5 balik. Diulang2nya.

xtahu la dia nak mngusik adik dia atau bru belajar mngira kot. Ak rs dia bru blajar mngira.

Tapi, adik tetap x puas hati. menegaskan belon dia 4 bj saja.
Belon pakai biji ea??

Abg kira, adik kira, adik kira, abg kira.

Ulang-ulang.

kdg2 belon tu jadi 4, 5, kdg2 jadi 6 pulak.

dan berlarutan.

Ghalit (terleka sbentar) lihat aksi mereka.
Shinggala tersedar dipanggil ibu.

"Eh, jom balik'.

thinking,,,bgaimana mereka ini?
Mereka ini bole buat hari sedih anda, brtukar ceria berganda-ganda. dan jugak sebaliknya. haha

;),really huh?

Seronok

2010-04-19T11:08:00.001+08:00

Despite kejadian yg brlku,

ada sesuatu yg mnyeronokkan,,,

Selesai segala cekadak, bli brg, mkn tengahari di AEON...,

Tergerak hati nak ziarah seseorang. Rasa sblum ni dia ada cakap rmh dia mcm berdekatan sahaja. So, called dia kalau2 dia ada d umah.

CANTEK! dia ada di umah!

Straight ke rumah dia. Naik bukit, turun bukit, berapa byk papan tanda kwsn rekreasi. Mcm best je tempat tu.

Senang juga hendak mencari rumahnya. Sampai di kawasan rumahnya, adik dia begitu suka menyambut kami. Siap tunjukkan parking. Dia tunggu di depan pintu umah. Dah lain sikit mukanya, munkin sebab dah lama x jumpa.

Mahu tahu siapa dia?

Dia adalah.....

my sis

NURUL SYUHADAH BINTI SAHARUDIN

ok, kunjungan ke rumah dia sangat menghiburkan. Haha.

Sangat meriah. Bukanla macam pesta tu, tapi peramah gile parents dia.

Haha :D

Lepas satu cerita, satu cerita. Lepas satu ilmu, satu ilmu.

Balik dekat pukul 5 ptg. Sangat best. Lepas rindu. huhu3...

Selesai 17/4...

18/4

waktu tengah santai2 dekat umah abg ngah, tiba2 dengar rington mesej hp..Hurm...bc je la...

Waaaa!!! Syuhadah/Yodae nak dtg. Dia nak buat KUNJUNGAN BALAS.

Alang2 dia melawat kakaknya di USIM, so family dye nak dtg la. Kenal2 dgn parents kami pulak. Semalam waktu pegi tu, just ak dengan abg ngah ak je. Parents x ikut. Dah kebetulan Johor2 ni. So, x salah nak kenal.

mula2 mcm, eh btolke dye ni nak dtg???mcm x prcaye la...tp lps tu dpt confirmation msj dr dye nak dtg umah. Waa!!! best gile. bole jumpa sekali lagi. Katanya nak tgk2 akak dye dekat USIM, nak bwk akak dy g shopping. Jadi dah dekat tu, dia singgahla kejap dengan family dia.

BAHAGIA woo!!!

Dye ad tgk blog kawan2.

Dye krm salam pada suma khususnya E15 .

Kunjungan balas yodae di rmh

Makasih noona

:)
Alhamdulillah, hr yg mnyeronokkan.

Kejadian

2010-04-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

Apakah yang sudah berlaku?

Tidaklah apa-apa yang dahsyat/gempak sebenarnya.

Saja nak berstory,

Semalam ke AEON brsama abg, sajalah hendak mencari-cari barang2 di situ.

Tapi, ada kejadian xbest berlaku.

Palang? Kenapa dengan palang?

Palang yg di shopping complex itu telah mmbuat satu cerita.

Bila ramai2 hari Sabtu, tiket ditekan banyak kali.

Terjadilah masalah teknikal. Dimana tiket kluar dua kali srentak.

So, the result palang itu tersangkut tegak,

tiket tak keluar, xda pegawai yg bertugas di palang itu, berbuah-buah kereta masuk begitu sahaja TANPA tiket. Oke, keadaan awal itu masih dapat diterima, mungkin-mungkinla bole ambik tiket di dalam.

Heh, TAPI keadaan menjadi tidak best langsung apabila palang yg tersangkut tegak itu dengan tidak semena-mena menurunkan dirinya tyme kereta kami lalu.

Adei.....Astaghfirullah. Dugaan sungguh. Sedikit tercalar sepanjang bahagian tepi bumbung.

Ohhh!!!! Memang geram sungguh.

Masuk dalam terus cari pihak pengurusan. MANA? Bukan nak marah sgt cuma geram dgn pengurusan mereka. Apa sampai jadi macam ini? Org datang sini bukan nak kena palang..Ish..

Bila cari manager, manager x masuk lg, masuk ptg pulak. So srh tunggu petang, kalao2 dia nak call. Tapi hampeh, sampai skrg, which skrg da mnjadi dua malam. X ADA lgsung panggilan 'terhormat' dari mereka yg profesional sungguh.

Nak buat apa lagi, tunggu sahajalah... yg pasti, km x akan berdiam diri bgitu sahaja. Oh ingat senang ka??? Biaqpon keta calaq sikit, tapi keja apa buat macam tu??? ( bila ak suda geram, maka kluaqlah loghat kedah ak)

Kita tunggu, kita lihat, lgumana depa buat keja.

award

2010-04-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

**mintak ampun maaf menimbun** =,='

ok, sekali lagi,

ini dari seorang insan yg memang sgtla ak respect , (x tipu ni)

ak dapat ini,

And the rules after accepting this award on are :

1.Thank and link the person that give you the award

Nama beliau : aisyah

2.Pass this award to 15 bloggers you've recently discovered.

3.Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award

4.State seven things about yourself.

15 blogger terpilih:

1. Kak Yong, sila lah ambil
2. Kak Syuhaida, (jika kak baca)
3.   Sis Jamiah, (jika sis sudi)
4. Zinnera zahra
6.   Ct Rahmah
7.   dan
8. mereka
9.   yang nak dan sudi buat
10. kerana
11. saya
12. suda
13. x berapa
14. ingat lagi
15. maaf2...

soalan ke-4

7 things..hurm...???

1. saya adalah hamba   Allah
2. saya adalah khalifah Allah
3. saya adalah seorang anak
4. saya adalah seorang adik
5. saya adalah seorang kawan
6. saya adalah seorang pelajar
7. saya adalah seorang anggota masyarakat

brp byk kali ulang saya adalah, rasa sprti membuat pembetulan dekat buku bm kecik2 dulu, haha3...kantoi...

Personality Test

2010-04-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Kebun MAYA dengan kebun realiti. Kebun realitila lagi susah. Haha. Kebun MAYA takat tekan2 ja. *tu pun susah jugak kadang2...

Terkeluar tajuk.

Sebenaqnya cek malam ni saja nak berkongsi sesuatu cek dapat daripada dok pusing2 dalam internet ni. Kalau ada masa dan berminat, buatla. Anda dialu-alukan.

UJIAN PERSONALITI 1

( ada banyak test...boleh pilih)

UJIAN PERSONALITI 2

Ujian personaliti 2 ada banyak soalan tapi jawapannya pendek2 sahaja.

Kalau buat ujian personaliti 2, ni jawapannya, kita mesti dapat jawapan dalam 4 huruf cth, ESFJ ke...

JAWAPAN UJIAN PERSONALITI 2 :

1. ENFJ: "Pedagogue". Outstanding leader of groups. Can be aggressive at helping others to be the best that they can be. 5% of the total population.

2. ENFP "Journalist". These people love novelty and surprises. They are big on emotions and expression. Life is an exciting drama. They are good at sales, advertising, politics, and acting. 5% of the total population.

3. ENTJ: "Field Marshall". The basic driving force and need is to lead. Tend to seek a position of responsibility and enjoys being an executive. 5% of the total population.

4. ENTP: "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 5% of the total population.

5. ESFJ: "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Outstanding host or hostesses. They may be dependent, first on parents and later on spouses. They excel in service occupations involving personal contact. 13% of the total population.

6. ESFP: "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. They make good performers, they like public relations, and they love the phone. 13% of the total population.

7. ESTJ: "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. These are responsible mates and parents and are loyal to the workplace. They are realistic, down-to-earth, orderly, and love tradition. They often find themselves joining civic clubs! 13% of the total population

8. ESTP "Promoter": These are action-oriented people, often sophisticated, sometimes ruthless -- our "James Bonds." As mates, they are exciting and charming, but they have trouble with commitment. They make good promoters, entrepreneurs, and con artists. 13% of the total population.

9. INFJ: "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1% of the total population. These are serious students and workers who really want to contribute. They are private and easily hurt. They make good spouses, but tend to be physically reserved. People often think they are psychic. They make good therapists, general practitioners, ministers, and so on.

10. INFP: "Questor". These people are idealistic, self-sacrificing, and somewhat cool or reserved. They are very family and home oriented, but don't relax well. High capacity for caring. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 1% of the total population.

11. INTJ: "Scientist". Most self-confident and pragmatic of all the types. Decisions come very easily. These are the most independent of all types. They love logic and ideas and are drawn to scientific research. They can be rather single-minded, though.. 1% of the total population.

12. INTP: "Architect". Greatest precision in thought and language. Can readily discern contradictions and inconsistencies. They are good at logic and math and make good philosophers and theoretical scientists, but not writers or salespeople. 1% of the total population.

13. ISFJ: "Conservator". These people are service and work oriented - very loyal. They may suffer from fatigue and tend to be attracted to troublemakers. They are good nurses, teachers, secretaries, general practitioners, librarians, middle managers, and housekeepers. 6% of the total population.

14. ISFP: "Artist". Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. They are shy and retiring, and are not talkative,. They are not big on commitment. 5% of the total population.

15. ISTJ "Trustee" These are dependable pillars of strength. They often try to reform their mates and other people. They make good bank examiners, auditors, accountants, and phys. ed. teachers, and boy or girl scouts! 6% of the total population.

16. ISTP: "Artisan". These people are action-oriented and fearless, and crave excitement. They are impulsive and dangerous to stop. They often like tools, instruments, and weapons, and often become technical experts. They are not interested in communications and are often incorrectly diagnosed as dyslexic or hyperactive. 5% of the total population.

Ok, kalau macam nak kongsi-kongsi jawapan awak-awak semua. Silalah. Hehe :-)

sharing-sharingla dengan kita semua. Terima kasih sudi buat. (>.<)

Sabar.

2010-04-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

Bla kta tgh risau tahap tertinggi nielah nak main tipu2 plak kau ya.
Ada rasa nak kena penampar??

Kalau satu hari ak dapat jumpa org2 seangkatan dengannya..akanku...huhu
Sabar2...

Mana ak x geram... ntah mne jabatan ntah dia..btul ke tidak jabatan kerajaan..

Two times weyh aku kena.
Jadi, ak nak nasehatkan sedikit..kalo anda dapat call pelik2 dr mana ntah...xpyahla anda nak berbahasa2 baku sgt dengan dia...Especially kalo yg tertera pada skrin anda no private..
Sure dya org cakap pelik2 sikit....xpayah layan...

Ish. Sabar Aina. Allah ada. ;)

2010-04-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

Masya Allah, ana rindu pada ilmu. Ana rindu pada lughatul jannah. bgitu juga kulli ilmu yg ana belajar. Tiga bulan beku. Masya Allah, ana takut semua ghuyub. Ana nak cakap2 balik mcm dulu walaupon salahnya berjuta. Allah, rindunya sahabt2 yg belajar brsama ana. x gentar nak berbicara. Macam-macam cara buat.

Rindunya guru-guru, ustazah...

Yang menjadi 'mama' buat kami...walau kadang2 x faham majaz yang dibuat. Itulah kenangan ditinggal pada kami.

Beljar mcm2 ilmu di sekola itu. Ilmu dunia, ilmu akhirat....

Allah, ana rindu sungguh.

antara semasa SPM

2010-04-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Da selesai menjawab tag sebentar td..da lame x update blog..no idea nak tulis ape...

Sekarang ni sangatlah malas terasa...xbek btol...

tapi itulah hakikatnya...

dan buku bi itu dibiarkan tersadai dkt situ sahaja...

hmm..aritu sajala round2 dalam disk D

ade satu folder ni

mcm2 video dalam tu...xda tajuk..curious.

so cek la satu demi satu.

rupa2nya vid2 masa kat sekola.

Dalam banyak2 tu...adala,

Adei..satu vid ni. Memang x larat nak gelak tgk.

Vid pentomen hadis2 Rasulullah, keluaran sebuah dorm.(sebuah??btulka??)

but it is not my dorm.

I think kalo dormmates dia baca ni, mungkin bole agak kot.

Pentomen ni dibuat masa tazkirah tugasan dorm2 aspuri...

tyme tinggal budak2 SPM sahaja.

Tapi memang bestla. Penuh unsur2 nasihat, humor, mcm2 la.

sygnya xleh nak upload kat sini. Kalo x bole tgk sama2.

ada sebab2 xdpt nak upload kat sini.

okla, itu sahaja.

tq baca. tata.

G'day mate!

nak kuar prgi pasar minggu. Hehe. :-)

Congratz utk diorg yg dapat interbiu..and bitaufiq wannajah.

TAG-edited

2010-04-01T17:46:00.002+08:00

Bile dah kena tag nama BESA2 dgn Kak yong..hihi..mmg kene paksa la ni...>.<..ok,ok Kak Yong, aina jawab ni...hehe..:).sori lambat cket..rse mcm da brzaman trtunggak...

Tag ini datang dari Kak Yong ...

1 - Siapakah diri anda di rumah?

- hmm..sorila tapi aina x suke sgt nak brtahu diri dkt sini. Bukan ape. Adela sebabnye. Mngikut pengalaman. Secara ringkas, bila da xde keje maka aktiflah akaun fb dan blog ini, fb tu tmpt utk berkebun2..hihi dan berniaga kafe...best jugak ble da lame2 men. Lain2, kene tanye sendirila ye.

2 - Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?

- adik kecik, haha....xdela...saya rasa selesa dgn kawan2 saya. dan apa jua pandangan diorg saya terima...And I luv them. So mereka sndirila mengetahui mcmmana aina bagi mereka.

3 - 3-5 benda yang diidamkan masih blum tercapai

a) huhu..mstila nak amik lesen driving...hehe...(kalo kerajaan xnaikkan ke 21, lg 2 taun, kalo naik, lg 5 tahun la jawabnye...sabar je la...)

b) nak pegi buat umrah skali lagi..sgtla rindu..

c) nak tunggang kuda...hehe...

d) nak jalan2 dengan kawan

e) nak mcm2 lg tp da x igt...

4 - Siapakah nama pasangan anda?

pasangan??byk makna tuh..i dont know la...pick je la sape2...jd, si penyanyi ini..

5 - Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda paling suka tentang pasangan anda?

a) Suara dia sgt sedap..

b) ayat dia xpnh lari dari perlu brfikir scr tinggi dan pnuh mksud falsafah...10 kali fikir baru faham ayat yg dimaksudkan...ada satu lagu dia mmg susa nak faham.

c) dia seorg yg bersahaja

d) dia mix-up...

e) dia hormati smua org....and dia da sampai peringkat antarabangsa dalam nyanyian....haha..mmg sedap lagu2 dia...

6 - Bila tarikh anda couple?

xpnh catit plak..haha

7 - Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?

kenangan pahit xnk ingat...kngan manis je nak ingat...haha(act, xtahu...)

8 - Lagu tema cinta anda?

ade ke???hmmm.....Kau yang Mengetahui nyanyian Yasin

9 - Apa perubahan yang anda ingin lihat dari pasangan anda?

Kluarkan lebih banyak idea2 berfalsafah sbb yg skrg ni maseh x cukup..haha...and jadila penyanyi yang berdakwah di jalanNya...

10- Tag 10 rakan anda yang lain.

ambek je...xde tag2...hehe...

p/s: kak yong, sori ea kalo jawapan x mmuaskan hati..adei..da x tahu nak jwb mcmmane..hihi..thanks la sudi tag aina...

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy......z

2010-03-26T18:43:00.002+08:00

Oh Aina, kau perlukan kesabaran tahap tinggi waktu2 mcm ni..bukan kau x kenal. Kau KENAL....

Sabar.Itu sahaja Aina perlukan.

update cepat2. and makasih eyqa.

2010-03-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

update secepat mungkin...

1.Thank & link the person that gave you the award

anugerah ini dr Eyqa cun. Terima kasih ya eyqa.

2. pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic

sume lawa. So sape nak,amik je la. Because saya mahu cepat ini. xsempat nak list byk2. Ambik je~~

3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award

awak awak la~~

4. State 7 things about yourself

- oh malulah nak describe.

- saya pemalu orgnye. Hu2.

- saya baca novel mystery.

- saya suka jalan2.

- oh da x tahu.

- nak kenal, tanyala ye.

- itu sahaja, sekian, Haha!

Indah

2010-03-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

Masya Allah, lawa kan ciptaan Tuhan?

*sori gambar blurred...penangkap gambar x pro...huhu

satu lagi...

laugh till on top of the lungs

2010-03-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

so laugh to cure the bitter side.

laugh but not laugh till you forget everything.

laugh so that you wont feel what you didnt want to feel

one said; rilek2 suda

ok I understand that.TRULY.

thanks

Okke?

Astaghfirullahalazim...lebih baikla jika anda berselawat dan beristighfar. Lebih banyak pahalanya. Boleh dapat syafaat. Hihi...

it ain't easy

2010-03-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Ever since I entered that school, I was revealed into a new society that make me hard to understand for the first time I entered it. But, praise to Allah, with His help and His guidance, I managed to understand it slowly.

I used to hold with this verse during my time at KISAS,

" ...But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah knows, while you know not. "

(Surah Baqarah ; verse 216)

This verse really motivates me. It makes me feel more calm.

But now, I admit I was bit far away. And I feel I deserve the restlessness that I'm having. My heart feel the uncertain.

Oh sad memory, be gone,

Please be colourful so that I can use to spice up my life.

But..

It was never to late to repent. Not until death reaches us.

2010-03-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

asal nak tolong tukaq layout owg len

tp da jd len

da smcm trjatuh hati pada layout ni...maklum sy bkn pro bab2 blog ni..msih mnuntut..

hahaha, suda tiada kerja lewat2 mlm buta~~

2010-03-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

hmm...taw x cmne nak download novel agatha christie full semua?

poirot punya...

AinaMardhiya

Year passed, Year come

Don't read this if you don't want to.

# Taqwa

Wordless Friday ;)

Soalnya Siapa yg Tahu?

Hormati Pemerintah

Words to be scroll

Words to be written

Jenis

Pink-Maniac

Tomorrow

Where's the wrong?

Better be something

Random

Oh My

my dear heart

What has been happening?

3 months of silence, hehehe

At One Point...

Takde Ape2

Susah

Be realistic

Crashing

Some story, great Values

Fascinating words

Greater, Lesser

Yesterday

Left

Nothing important

;)

Muhammadku

Short sem, Kerja dan bla bla bla

0133 am

Good news maybe?

My friend;mood is playing the swing

Fast Update

Trouble

Final touch

Exam dah abes sem II

even title pun blank

terasa nak update

a thing to ask

What more could I say

About it

Reaction

My appreciation

Kelakarrr

Jangan

I have no idea

The time has come!

Entah la

How to be a great friend ^ ^

Eid Mubarak 2010

positive

Jadual

This morning mood

May this Ramadhan be a month of blessings,a month full of forgivenesses and guidancesfor all of us...♥♥♥

Keinginan

My place now

Jag er nervös samt glad samt ledsen ;)

Teacher's day

tajuk xkeluar

I don't know

Ape-apepon, sy bersykur ya Allah

For both of you, from me ;)

Di Pagi Hari

Thought

Gelagat

Seronok

Kejadian

award

Personality Test

Sabar.

antara semasa SPM

TAG-edited

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update cepat2. and makasih eyqa.

Indah

laugh till on top of the lungs

May this Ramadhan be a month of blessings,
a month full of forgivenesses and guidances
for all of us...♥♥♥